I begged

I begged today
to be loved
and held in the arms
of whom I found
serenity once. Now
Cold, dead heartless
place to be with
fear and resentment in eyes
One question lingering quietly
“What did I do to deserve this?”

I begged again for the love
that I drank from you
But the sea was a hollow barren ground
with pointy corals to walk on

Silently obeying every command
effortlessly releasing me from your life
I accept my addiction of love
will only lead me to one place
Loneliness…
I deserve my punishment
I am ready for the knife that 
I gave  in your hands

I begged for your love today
Put it on my jugular
Begin my peace

 

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