The Person I am

The Person I am


So you think you know me 

From unreachable distances

I cast my persona 

All knowing and all encompassing 

So you think you know me

Till you bring down and up the depths and heights of your courageous self

Then a bigbang

This … this you thought of god like 

This the coward pest of a man

This is my biggest mistake 

So… I dont wonder anymore 

Not even with you 

I am that pest

A buzzing annoying mosquito 

People just wanna squish 

Come closer fomd the demons 

Or the demon you alwqys safeguraded yourself from

Like a fly in the web you are stuck 

The man I will never be

The person I am

Is the nightmare you can never wake up from

You are drawn to everything about me that is wrong

I dont have to do anything

This is the person I am

Everyones biggest mistake

 Monsters

Monsters

There is no one for your monsters

No one 

No one for making sure there arent any

They cant see

They wont care

They don’t

Who has time for mental fuckers

One look and they can tell

Your depth of insanity

It’s all good I tell you

Soon enough 

This despicable existence will be gone

You wont feel a thing

You wont 

You can’t

You don’t

Do whatever you are doing 

Just dont show me your monsters