What I am

Understand what you are

Realize what you have done 

just because you can’t be “unfucked”

does not give the right to coerce people

manipulate them and mess with their lives

I am standing up for myself 

so here i am giving you straight dope

since you don’t care how you violate others

I won’t care either

that is what I have become 

that’s what I am

I am so hurt and lonely 

But I will survive 

my ego is stronger than reasons

my culture and my traditions better than

the love everlasting

yes I can keep fooling myself into 

believing my false gods and that I don’t believe in anything

But deep down in my heart I know

even not believing is a belief

But I will never admit 

cos that is what I have become

that is

What I am