My biggest quest is,
Of constant humility. Can I reflect in you and let you emanate this energy that is a positive reflection of my inner universe of love, harmony, safety, warmth, and spirituality. Throughout my life I have realized there are no right or wrong answers. There are no paradigms to shift. There are no talks to talk. Just keep doing things and have a belief that one day we will reach our destinations. One path may be longer than the other, but eventually we’ll get there.
There are a few reasons I blog.
Sometimes, when it’s hard to put my own overwhelming thoughts to give a rest or make them go to sleep, I give them a venue, a shape, a direction, a creativity. This way I find solace in writing.
Another reason for my writing would be that Most of us, to be happy, to live, to survive, till we die, are wrapped around the race to become number one. To be Most Dominant, Most Powerful, Most Controlling, Most Rich, and Most possessor of materials in the world.
Is there anything wrong in that? I honestly don’t know.
I believe in Utopia. A state of all existences and perfect harmony that we may or may not be able to see. It’s almost impossible to be only one to be able to realize this Utopia. Perfection exists. We are all perfect. But no body will ever understand how? It’s a matter of belief I guess and I always found myself alone. And that is perfection. Honouring everything or not honouring anything. Not just dichotomy but harmony or spectra.
I, who don’t want to be a leader, a follower, a philosopher, or a writer or any thing that identifies me as some form or a class other than a being. If only I can just be that.
To guide myself to seek more humane actions and focus in your own little life’s Journey.
And if you have similar thoughts and if you are Muztarib, for life (Urdu word for being Antsy for the quest)
Then you are doing the same thing, may be not in the written form. But you are in some form or shape.
So I write some more.
Searching whether one day we humans will act without fear, without destructive competition.
Or without feeling that we have shortage or scarcity of things.
Then you must truly believe in abundance of everything that we see and everything
that we can’t even perceive, but do use.
This is what compelled my eagerness. My one question was Why?,
What happened to me then? And what happens to my belief of Utopia?
Then I understood. It was NEVER a “Why” that ever mattered it’s the HOWs that matters.
Utopia will never exist because someone is always there to break it.
I concluded for all idealistic and practical purposes that as long as you and I remain sane, we should express fearlessly. You and I should travel our paths and embrace the “How” along the way. Love to all who seek and travel their Journeys and more love to those who don’t or can’t and one day they just might start and even finish.
You know, you and I, we were raised very uniquely. Don’t you admit you are unique? We were always asked to question everything without judging, for better understanding. Respecting people and without violating or disrespecting others beliefs. Just to let you know, see what I realize in my Journey is that when we keep our faith, then we don’t have to hear or talk indirectly or in circles. Also, that
One day we may all be able to understand without the use of words, without guessing the meaning or intentions of others.
By using our instincts.
Where was I?
Yeah my discovery of a path that I travel continuously. What makes me believe? Let me elaborate a little here.
From father to mom within 48 hours. There we were. Yeah, you and I were in the womb, from our conception when we left other sperms behind. to our delivery at birth, we start acquiring packages of Knowledge. Like computer and softwares. Packages and compatibility of other packages we would need in the world we will live in till our deaths. Package of our basic senses and the abilities to recognize what packages are needed to be installed, to live in this world. As we grow our necessity of acquiring knowledge and package grows with it. Computers, smart phones, and tablets followed the same Human Logic. When we need worldly knowledge we acquire it by installing it in our brains. Then as our requirements necessitate us, we mastered them for our use.
6. Nurturing of body
7. Physical companionship for togetherness
5. A direction
6. A solid reasoning and compulsion to do things
7. Other similar company to expand that intellect
2. An ideology
6. Nurturing of faith and belief
When body, mind, and soul meet in harmony we get the most beautiful Human Being. The one we spend our whole lives to become. The Supreme Being.
The one Journey all of us are travelling to become. Forgetting we all were once born Perfect. Then we choose to install the worldly packages of knowledge that surrounds us in our body, mind and souls that we separate all three from each other. At times our environment we grow in does not allow us to be able to install or choose the right packages. We lose the difference between oneness of our mind, body, and soul.
Our milestones and landmarks in this Journey are, Each person we meet, we are reminded. Each incident that occur is an additional satellite positioning system that keeps indicating and alerting. We are on the right track, we wont give up. But sometimes these landmarks are invisible to the body because mind and soul are too far apart from our body.
Then what do we do?
We align them. In this Journey of lifetime. We keep maintaining, like the car after certain mileage needs, oil change, other services and alignments.
Our existence needs services of body, mind, and soul. for this reasons, exercises, workouts, meditations, yogas, doctors, and of course religions are here. Yet we still find ourselves feeling compelled and divided. Needless to say, we try to find solace in anything or everything. So why can’t we all travel together in this Journey to understand and align and re-align each other without fear?
What do you say can we or can we not?