Rip

Rip

Shred it, shed it, toss is out
The outraging mind messing my nails
Do it, dig them in the skin
Or poke them in your eyes
Just do it already
The vibrating signals in the head keeps asking
But why, But why
Sanity trying to win over me?
What would a sane person know about sanity?
He’s never been insane.
Ask me what sanity is
No I wouldn’t give anything
to get it back.
Hell I worked so hard to get rid of it
Or did I?
Well there are these bulges of moments
When I try to be normal
Ahhahahaha
Ahahhaahhah
I am laughing so loudly in my head
I don’t want people to know I don’t take any pill for keeping my sanity like they do,
They might not like it
So I laugh in my head
Normal is the new insanity if you are not on meds, yo!

Ali It’s So Hard To Be You

It’s not easy
Not for a day
Or an hour
Or a Minute
Or a moment
To be me

But I had to figure
All this out by myself
Alone
Stumbling
Falling,
Creeping
At this age and just bigger

Could have told me, yes you
You the ones who claimed
To have loved me, lovers and friends
Or still claim to love me
Did you not see my blindness
Didn’t you know I had no clue

No its not you whom I blame
But you could have said
You could have warned
Or alerted
Or even scolded
Ali!!!! it’s so hard to be You

You could have loved me
Better
Cared for me to
As you know how to
For yourself
But it’s so hard to be me

I wouldn’t have
Cornered myself
Or stayed aloof
Or hated myself
Unknowingly, asking why?
Then laugh and cry with sorrows encave

Yes I know, It’s not easy
Not for a day
Or an hour
Or a Minute
Or a moment
To be me

Now you tell me
Ali, It’s so hard to be you…
Head shakes and body gestures
I kept wondering why
Why do you let go
Once, just once tell me before you go

Your More than hidden words
Taunting remarks
With Unkind Actions
Neglects and
Ignores
I now understand all those deliberate swords

Ali, It’s so hard to be you!

Vine

I’m not that tall erect tree that gives you shades
Or green shrubs for soothing eyes
Where when sun shines the light it filters it and fades

I was not made that way,
I felt I kept crawling, licking dirt
mud and puddle dark and gray

I, clueless of my identity
drowned in my sorrows
A joke to look at no serenity

So I thought, before I met you
Who was I, If not a tree, if not a shrub,
Not fake, or wrong, not right not true

Each day you touched me and you led
I felt your touch, far and wide
Within me, my monsters cried and out they fled

I saw my beauty within me smile
I felt my extensions infinite
Each time you loved me forever and while

And all my senses lit up, awakened perfect and fine
And an epiphany erupted in heart and mind
You showed me, I wasn’t a tree, I am this amazing vine

Yes I crawl in mud and dirt and spread
Yes I can’t ever be erected mighty or high
I am a life bearing essential of nature’s thread

I will never be vertical
Be shady or refuge for others
Like you, I will not be identical

I am a gentle, leafy spreading soul
Spreading horizontal on mother earths  bosoms
Yes, I am what I am, total and whole

Thanks to you, myself I can see
A beautiful perfect living breathing life
I am a vine, I now know, not a tree

Satire – Day Light Saving Time – Another Tool for Human Psyche Distortion

Satire – Day Light Saving Time – Another Tool for Human Psyche Distortion

Right when the mind almost fully adjusts in Six months to accept that the sun is going to be at different angle every day the Day Light Saving Time ends.
Move your clock up move your clock time. Like it wasn’t enough that humans invented time to make us believe all that exists.
Our brains are well equipped. Actually very well equipped. At the same time, however, it is very delicate. So handle with care. Please!

The irony of Western world is that they always go against nature. It’s hideous what the Industry had invented for so called convenience that we have no clue what our natural powers are any more. All we have used this brain of ours is to destroy things and go against nature of the universe and worst of all against our own selves. And Irony is who ever destroys most world makes them the leaders and start following them. We all follow industrialism and economics. We all are guilty of making abundant resource scarce to manipulate each other.  We even believe and justify that Cane and Able fought and one killed the other for a good reason.

Now let’s try and connect with this.
Where Periods, cycles and revolutions exists in nature, Man invented Time. Which is 1/Period.
Where minds can connect telepathically, Man invented phones and cell phones to connect
Where thought can travel faster than light and can illuminate the whole world (may be not) Man invented smart cars, planes, trains and machines and computers.
Where Sex is as important as breathing after adulthood, Man created so many ISMs, and policies and hierarchies that my mind boggles that how on earth  does another man(collectively) tell someone just to have sex one must feel Noble. Yet the more sleazy the man is known the more he gets laid and is called Alpha male.
The idea is,
Where things are in abundance we created Economics and controlled each and every abundant resource and manipulated it so much so that bullets are more cheaper in some parts of the world than water (if it is available at all)

Oh Yeah, Daylight savings time
Then solar calendar and timings were introduced to the humans. To mess with minds a little more.

Did you know if you follow the lunar calendar the day light saving times is slowly compensated every day because the sunsets and sunrises occur at different periods. Each day from one minute to three minutes the day subtracts or adds depending upon how cold or hot the weather is respectively. Oh well, to promote solar calendar the lunar calendar is deemed inaccurate, oh what a lunacy! Not one full dose of hour gone or hour added from your life. Thats a lot of mind tweaking every six months.

The horrendous part is the belief of the belief that to believe in something whether it exists or not one must start believing in something. And because of such atrocities of control freaks around the world whose aim is just to take over this earth and planet we see Machiavellian inductions in our daily lives. We ended up believing in economics of things. 

Two days has passed since Daylight Savings has ended. My mind is still freaking out. My mind is telling me it’s 10:30pm My clocks are saying  it’s 9:30pm and my body is saying what !@#$  or FUBAR. If you all know what I mean. Don’t RIP Einstein, you invented Theory of Relativity, even after you are dead.  Don’t RIP who ever invented this Industrialism, and definitely don’t RIP, whoever invented DAYLIGHT Saving time.

A simple animal made itself so complex why ? Just so it can call itself SUPER BEING and put oneself at the top controlling place among all the known and unknown species.

ciao…

PS: This is not an activism against anything especially against ending DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME or to ADOPT the Lunar calendars.